Kabaal is one of those words you love for the way it sounds. It feels messy and noisy in its combination of letters. A Dutch (Dutch, Flemish, Afrikaans) word derived from the French ‘Cabale’ which in turn is derived from the Hebrew ‘Kaballah’. So how does a word that in its roots holds the meaning of something received (tradition) and hidden? How did a secret mystical teaching turn into ‘Kabaal’, a ruckus of a word, kicking up tumult wherever it goes?
anxiety is terrible, you could be having an attack and no one would even know because it’s an inward thing. it feels like you’re malfunctioning and you can’t process your own thoughts. you get a knot in your stomach and you can’t take a full breath but outwardly you can literally just sit there and look completely normal as long as no one tries to speak to you.
*puts my ipod on shuffle and skips every song until i get one i was hoping for*
can straight girls please stop shitting their pants over being mistaken for lesbians or being called lesbians as an insult?
when someone tries to insult you by calling you a lesbian, they’re a homophobe. if you actually find it insulting to be called a lesbian, you’re a homophobe too. this is not a difficult concept to grasp.